I hate my mind...

I wake up at 6:36 this morning and within 15 seconds my thoughts are "ahh... another day of school... (quickly followed by) its another day to think about what I did and why it didn't work out" The thoughts won't leave my mind... And there is no way past that fact... I should just skip all my classes because I won't be able to pay attention anyways...

My song for the morning... "See the animal in his cage that you built. Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye. Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built, Everything where it belongs. Feel the hollowness inside of your heart, And it's allRight where it belongs. What if everything around you, Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know, Is an elaborate dream?And if you look at your reflection, Is it all you want it to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself, Find yourself afraid to see?"

There is nothing left of me...