I haven't...

Had a weekend like that in a very long time...
I loved spending my entire weekend with Auddy, I think that's a good sign...
St. Louis was great, dinner was great, bowling with her was great, everything about her is great...
All my 'concerns' that I accumulated over break were blown away within a few hours... They simply didn't matter... When you feel like that, the stupid small things seem insignificant...
I woke up this morning thinking about her again... Just before that song 'HIM - Wings of a butterfly' wound up in my head...
I have a problem: I get too emotionally attached to someone I think is right for me too soon... I have to hold myself back from making plans and what not just because I still know it could be gone tomorrow. It's the same reason why I get so worked up when I say the wrong things to her... I know I have to be perfect, and I don't know if I can be...
I wish I knew what I needed to do...
I think too much... Maybe going back to school will help with that... But that just means I don't get to see her as much :-/