Right Where It Belongs...

What do you find when you Google your name?

2007-12-30T02:00:00.000-05:00

I found an old BMW club track time info that shows I beat my Dad in the SL when he had the Galardo, this blog, and some other crap. Maybe now that this blog crap is tied to my google account i'll post more? Yeah, right... maybe after I get bored in my new house.

"Hide and Seek"

2006-09-19T23:45:00.000-04:00

.... A random song that I heard on TV, then proceeded to immediately download and listen to several times...Since about 9 tonight I randomly slipped into a bit of depression...Don't know how far it will go...Don't know how long it will go on...Don't know how I got here...Don't know what caused it...Don't know how to stop it...I can't concentrate... Not a good thing to happen before my weekly

Semi-?

2006-09-06T01:10:00.000-04:00

So today was a pretty long day at school...When I got back I had a small epiphany and realized what might have initiated all this was really a "lie". A letter based on false short term thoughts, the results of a distant summer relationship strained further by total isolation while on vacation and her and my stress at school... We talked for a while then headed out to Starbucks for free

I hate my mind...

2006-09-05T07:09:00.000-04:00

I wake up at 6:36 this morning and within 15 seconds my thoughts are "ahh... another day of school... (quickly followed by) its another day to think about what I did and why it didn't work out" The thoughts won't leave my mind... And there is no way past that fact... I should just skip all my classes because I won't be able to pay attention anyways...My song for the morning... "See the animal

This is what I do when I'm...

2006-09-05T00:10:00.000-04:00

This is what I do when I'm depressed... Hence why I haven't posted in a very long time...Just when you think everything in your life couldn't get much better the world you've tried so hard to build is pulled out from underneath you.I felt today like I haven't felt in a long time... I felt like I did almost 14 months ago to the day (3 short of being at 14 months) which was when my old ex (yes I

Brighter than Sunshine...

2006-04-14T03:30:00.000-04:00

Is how you might say I feel when I look at her smile and eyes...There is one problem, I'm apprehensive...I can't tell if it's just been brought on because she is still apprehensive, or if it really is me... But I'm almost positive that it's just me trying to protect myself because she is also trying to protect herself...I can tell, though, that she's emotionally sensitive, even more so than me,

Make-up post...

2006-04-09T02:44:00.000-04:00

"Interesting what 10 days can do to me..."Again, it holds true... Except its more like 11 days, but whatever, who's really counting when you're having fun? ;)Lets see if I can say what I want to, without bringing out examples, but to give ya'll an idea what I'm talking about, its the same person I mentioned at the end of my last post that justifies the reason for this post...Normally I blog about

Spring Break MoFo's!

2006-04-08T03:37:00.000-04:00

Kind of a miss leading topic, cuz that is definitely not what this one is aboot...Ok, more later... I passed out in my chair downloading music...Time to get some sweet dreams ;)

Thought provoking...

2006-03-28T20:51:00.000-05:00

Interesting what 10 days can do to me...Doesn't seem like 10 days at all, more like a month, maybe that's more in respect to my maturity level.. I guess with the length of each failed relationship I gain the same amount of maturity afterwards... But you would only truly see that if I let you get inside my head...Not to dwell on audra (cuz I'm definitely not) but she did say two things to me in

I was right....

2006-03-18T13:12:00.000-05:00

I told you all I'd lose...1 more date (2 total, if you count spending 5 days together through 2 different occasions) and they are going into a serious relationship and not her and I...I didn't even get the chance to fix my mistakes...Remind any of you of my last serious relationship? Yeah it reminds me too well and bring back too many bad memories... I'm not sobbing over her, but bringing back

So confused in so many ways...

2006-03-15T19:13:00.000-05:00

So just all who bother to read this knows what's going on, during the last week of space that Audra wanted, she went on a few random dates that she and I (kinda) knew had no real meaning or purpose, but she did go on one date that went better than those and probably better than ours have gone... What does that mean? What once was "our talk is long overdue" (the talk being about going into a

It's official...

2006-03-13T01:37:00.000-05:00

I'm a cripple!I did something funny to my bad knee yesterday (probably walking like a normal person, go fig) and am paying the price for it today and probably tomorrow. So much for the work out schedule... But at least I'm sticking to a diet now...Cut down a massive tree Saturday with Wojo, Pike Lumberjacks!, and had a bonfire that night too. Went home that night as well, went joy riding around

Just another day...

2006-03-07T23:44:00.000-05:00

2nd day of the quarter... I'm still adjusting to my regular 5 hours of sleep and so far its not going well... This quarter's classes are looking OK... Might turn into a bitch in the end, but it definitely can't be as bad as the end of this last quarter. Even better yet, I may only have 1 real final to take at the end :-D I'm still heavily procrastinating, something I was always good at, mostly in

I haven't...

2006-03-06T10:38:00.000-05:00

Had a weekend like that in a very long time...I loved spending my entire weekend with Auddy, I think that's a good sign...St. Louis was great, dinner was great, bowling with her was great, everything about her is great...All my 'concerns' that I accumulated over break were blown away within a few hours... They simply didn't matter... When you feel like that, the stupid small things seem

What a day...

2006-03-05T03:10:00.000-05:00

Well the drive back was very long, but with some really good highlights to go with it...I found an Escalade that was doing about 90-100 MPH down the Pennsylvania Turnpike (aka toll road of I-76 and I-70) and decided to follow with distance for about 45 minute until he got off... Which meant I made really good time, but also got really bad gas mileage heading into the wind now and going fast. Got

Vacation Day 5, 6, and 7?

2006-03-03T01:13:00.000-05:00

I've lost track hahah, but you know what? That's what vacations are all about, totally forgetting about time and just having fun!So days 5 and 6 were rather similar... David goes to work, I eventually wake up, play computer games or talk to Auddy till he gets home, go out to some cool place for dinner and just chill for the rest of the night. It was rather disappointing that we didn't get to go

Vacation Day 3 & 4

2006-02-27T00:53:00.000-05:00

So yeah, the drive to Boston was much less enjoyable than the drive to Virginia... Even though it was much more scenic and shorter, it wasn't as fun. Probably because soon after arriving in Boston I found myself with an upset stomach which soon made itself clear that I had food poisoning :-/ Suck ass...Well I spent the last 24+ hours trying to recover... The nausea is gone for the most part, now

Vacation Day 2

2006-02-25T01:34:00.000-05:00

My dad took the car back, said he didn't like the manual gear box (and the e-gear sucks if you read up on it). I noticed that the shifts were pretty rough when I got a ride in it, and I could see how that, and the gated shifter would get pretty annoying, pretty quick... I'm sure the 'awe factor' didn't help either, he was always complaining that you could never park it anywhere for fear that a

Vacation Day 1

2006-02-24T02:40:00.000-05:00

So I got a late start driving to Virginia this morning... Catching up with mom and dad, and my mom clinging didn't help :-pI think I got out of there around 11:30, and a TBR and gas stop later, I was in Virginia by 8:30... Aunt Mary said I made damn good time... Yeah 600 miles... Thats 11+ hrs in google time, but I made it in 9, without a radar detector, and with the thickest stink of bacon I've

Is it possible to be happier than happiest?

2006-02-23T08:05:00.000-05:00

Yup, I'm living breathing proof :)So now Auddy has gotten me addicted to Breaking Benjamin...My dad got another car... I'll refrain from telling what exactly except for those few who actually give a damn and already know about the other one.... I secretly want to kill him and take his cars, kidding!I had another great night with Auddy... I'm definitely coming home early to be with her a few more

Happiest :)

2006-02-22T02:15:00.000-05:00

Finals were hell, two in one day, busy as you can imagine...Its all over, and to top it off, I got to spend 3 wonderful hours with Auddy...It may not sound like much time at all, but it still made me really really really happy....What else can I say?I would like nothing else more than to be able to spend my entire break with her....It would be 10 days in complete bliss...I've made so many other

I worry too much

2006-02-20T03:16:00.000-05:00

I know I'm happy, but I'm still worried that the rug could get pulled out from underneath my feet at any moment...Perhaps I think too much... Especially when its finals week and I should be in bed...I really hope that my best is good enough for her and that I can stop worrying if I'll get to see her again...Its all out of my control now and all there is left to do is wait for the answer I guess..

I like time zones, they are my friend!

2006-02-19T01:20:00.000-05:00

So yeah, I love the time zone change from IN to IL, and I will be so pissed if they take it away permanently... Cuz I can leave IN and get to IL in 0 to 10 minutes... and when I drive back... Its still only really an hour drive... its a really skewed perspective, but its the way I look at it and and it lets me do really crazy stuff like driving to IL at the spur of the moment to go see Auddy,

Now I'm paranoid...

2006-02-15T19:39:00.000-05:00

So yeah, I totally admit I'm over reacting and that I'm totally paranoid...But I've got good reason, I don't want to lose something that has some much promise...Its hard for me to believe at times how well and how fast the last two weeks have gone, and how much I've changed since I started talking to Audra again. I guess that's just how much she's change me for the better, and why now I'm getting

Happy-er-er

2006-02-13T01:10:00.000-05:00

Its been a while since I've felt like this, in more than one way, for more than one reason... :-D

Happy-er

2006-02-11T23:48:00.000-05:00

So yeah, even though school has never sucked this much since sophomore year, I'm still in a happier mood... I think mostly its because the more I forget, the more sane I become...And that's really all I need to say about that, and I want to keep it that way.Updates on my life over the past few weeks...Accepted my job to work for Cummins Inc. in Columbus IN! I've had this offer on my table for

I've hit rock bottom....

2006-01-22T03:32:00.000-05:00

And I don't think I'm coming back...Where to begin... Well first off, I had forgotten I had a blog until a random brother told me he reads it... So here I am once again, and if you don't like sad depressing posts, then you better stop reading right now...So its not like I've spent the last 3 weeks coming to this conclusions... Its more or less the truth about myself as its come to be...Simply put

Timing is a bitch...

2006-01-03T01:22:00.000-05:00

That's an underlining fact of almost everything... most recently exacerbated by the chelsea dilemma... but no more need to worry about that... I've wasted too much time thinking how things would have been different, not always if something I did wrong could have been fixed, but if timing wasn't a bitch... I told myself a while ago that if I had found a girl like her a year later, everything would

Isn't it weird?

2005-12-24T03:13:00.000-05:00

Its 3 am or so...I have to get up early in the morning...I'm not sure why I'm still up...It's probably because something in my life is missing...I told a friend tonight that I knew 90% of what I wanted in a girl...Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right...That might be what's keeping me up tonight...I'm too passive...I wait for things to happen to me...Life is just waiting there to pass me by and I fear

It's Been A While...

2005-12-17T20:29:00.000-05:00

19 Days is a while...Time passes us by too quickly...That, or I simply have a poor memory, and all that I accomplish in life will fade...This is a random tangent, but I rely on other so much for my memories. Often people will give the usual "hey schue, remember the time we did _____...?", and I'll be like "Huh?", followed by a series of descriptions around the event that might jog my memory...

Very Very Very...

2005-11-29T16:47:00.000-05:00

Depressed...I thought time away from her would help....That cutting off all communication would do something to take away the pain...But every day it gets worse and worse...Just the shear act of having to send her a message on aim to get some stuff back made my hands tremble...My heart is racing, my stomach upset, my eyes filled with tears, it will never get better...Every moment that passes me

Once again....

2005-11-27T23:39:00.000-05:00

Once again, I find myself, bored, thinking about the past, thinking about my present, and thinking about my future...I know exactly what I want, but I don't think I'll ever have it all... One day I'll finally cope with the idea of only living my life half fulfilled, but I don't think that is going to happen anytime soon... I put myself in this position, not fate... Fate is bullshit because we

I hate free time...

2005-11-21T01:05:00.000-05:00

I think free time is the last thing I needed...At least when I'm at school I don't have the time of day to dwell on anything too long...No time to sit down and absorb the pointless life I'm living... But here I am... with a severe abundance of free time, and this is the kind of crap that results...Odd isn't it? How someone like me, so set to go into the field of engineering, so determined to live

Catching up... Katsup?

2005-11-18T03:52:00.000-05:00

Yeah... Its 4 am... Waiting for a phone call or some form of communication...Anyways, I told you I was going to post... a little delayed but here I am.So... that final I was supposed to get up for in 5 hours.... well I didn't wake up till 6 hours cuz my alarm didn't go off... I turn and look at my clock randomly that was set to go off at 5:55 (I like times that look cool haha) and note that its 6

Maybe later

2005-11-16T00:52:00.000-05:00

I'll update the blog after my last final... This is really just a reminder to myself...As a side note... I really don't dwell on some things like I tend to do in the blog... Thats probably because I haven't been able to totally open up to someone yet and it just ends up coming out on here kind of... but really I do spend most of my time being happy to be alive and having good friends (like Erica

Random Stuff...

2005-11-15T00:56:00.000-05:00

Umm lets see...Finals are pretty well destroying me... Its a good thing 12 of the Pikes went out to Applebee's to get drunk, that was a good break.Uploaded an ass load of pictures to Facebook today so check em out... I was running through old pictures from Philmont... God I love that place... I would do anything to go back out there for another trek... I mean yeah I ran across a lot of pictures

I like Epiphanies...

2005-11-13T01:09:00.000-05:00

So I'm just chilling here...It's been a long day going round the Haute with Jeni, which just made my day...Well... since I am just chilling here, nothing to do, I get to thinking about things in my life, like how I'm doing... Which is something I haven't evaluated in a while...I really don't know what I want in life... I mean I know some things... Like I know I want someone to share everything

The Engineer in me...

2005-11-11T01:38:00.000-05:00

So lets see if I can say this right the first time without pissing anybody off...Lets give this a try after thinking about it for a bit...So... If there is one thing I can say I really learned from the last two years, is what a serious relationship really is... like what it is down to the core... If you look back a while you'll find a point where I read a younger Brother's blog and he had some

Sorry in advance...

2005-11-10T01:00:00.000-05:00

So yeah... although this last week has been pretty good despite how busy it has been and by no means is reflective of the last post I made... I have to say I'm a very impulsive person when it comes to making a post, and right now not the best things have been going through my head... once again not representative of what I'm thankful for this last week... Damn you Erica for wanting to make

The Good and the Bad...

2005-11-04T01:45:00.000-05:00

Which do you want first? Sorry, my choice... :-pThe Good:I have a new Little Bro, I'm so stoked!I already have a job offer from Cummins!Daimler-Chrysler wants me but needs more time...Caterpillar wants me but they are slow like that...I'm part of the best damn Fraternity and Chapter ever...I have lots of money from this summer to spend on alcohol!This quarter is almost over...I magically lost

w00t!

2005-11-01T16:27:00.000-05:00

So yeah, Cummins got their act together and got me a job offer before anyone else (ie Caterpillar or Daimler-Chrysler) as a Midrange Design Engineer (in non-tool/engineer speak thats the guy that designs everything that goes into making Dodge Ram turbo diesel engines :) So yeah, it is a kick ass job and will be hard to pass up... I think Caterpillar is already out of the running unless they give

Otay...

2005-10-31T01:45:00.000-05:00

It's been a while eh?Well I guess I can give the world one final update on the whole chelsea thing... So in a nut shell, we had another huge fight thursday brought on by some bad comments... Basically ended alright, not as good as before, but thats life... I pretty much told her that I couldn't stand her being a part of my life any more because I always made it hurt so much... I've gone as far as

I <3 Chelsea's friends

2005-10-27T00:27:00.000-05:00

That I do...They "try" to help me, but because of my perception of how the relationship fell apart, and because of the types of comments they make, it only reinforces my thoughts which bring me down...I sincerely hope that if you're a friend of chelsea and you don't go to rose hulman, that you seriously just stay out of my life. I don't want to hear it because you don't know. This blog doesn't

Feeling better already!

2005-10-24T23:56:00.000-05:00

I'm still DRUNK - It's GREAT! Just makes me all the more honest!Well feeling better already... With the final exception of reading her profile one more which really pissed me off, at least I know it's the last I'll ever have to look at it again for a long long time! As my profile says - I will never forget, but I'll never look back.I have some awesome friends that make me oh so happy!Jeni wrote

Digging my last hole...

2005-10-22T12:52:00.000-05:00

That's it...I'm done...I can't do it anymore... I hate to admit it, but Edmonson is right - the day has finally come when I don't want to live with the pain of her anymore... I have been completely replaced by a mother fucking texan of all things... what - the - fuck? I'll never be able to look her or her family face to face anymore. I'll never be able to talk to chelsea again because I hate

Grrrrrrr.......

2005-10-21T02:06:00.000-05:00

durr...Here I am again... not depressed... just royally and sincerely pissed off at the world and myself... I'm chasing after dreams only to realize they aren't meant to be or that they will just never happen, and I hate myself for wasting my time... I can be such a hypocrite... I tell freshman not to waste their 4 years here, but as far as I can tell, I've pissed away many more days than I've

DRUNK!

2005-10-19T23:53:00.000-05:00

Yeah - That I am!Erica - I <3 you long time - FUNZIES!Jeni - STARBUCKS! - I'm Sorry!Noodle - WTF? there you both made it in my blog - assclown hahahhahhaNikki - You're spectacular! did I spell that right?Derek - You're still a douche bag hahahhagotta luv drunk people :-D*passes out in his chair*

My roommate is a gigantic Douche Bag...

2005-10-18T23:35:00.000-05:00

Yes yes yes... we all know that, but tonight it was more prevalent than the norm.Besides that shit, I think I'm coming out of my relapse - at least for now.For those of you who haven't noticed, it was about a 3-4 day streak... shorter than before so I count myself thankful... Who's to thank? Erica... Her attitude towards it all was just flawless... I had friends that got mad at me for being

Lost...

2005-10-17T14:54:00.000-05:00

No, not the retarded TV show that my roommate watches...I don't know what to do with my life, where to go with it, or what I've done in the past with it... It is all a blur and the future isn't any clearer or brighter...I'm stuck here at this school I'm starting to despise, in the town I hate, forced to live out the next year and a half wasting away... then off to the life of monotony that will

Whoops...

2005-10-12T03:00:00.000-05:00

Yeah... So I realized that I didn't include any happy thoughts in my blog recently - as duly noted by everyone telling me I'm depressive and Jeni bitching me out haha! I'm sorry Jeni!Well, this is what I should have posted last weekend... PIKE Scavenger Hunt was Friday night... We had to "barrow" a huge list of things ranging from Weber BBQ Grills to Booty Shorts signed by a sorority member (

What the F?

2005-10-11T00:59:00.000-05:00

Someone...Please...Save me...These scars won't heal...I am hopeless...(sorry to those who care about me to write another bad post...)

What is wrong with me?

2005-10-10T01:24:00.000-05:00

I've come to this odd point right now where I feel like I'm just not normal...I can't explain it... It is almost like I feel I just need to be completely alone... Out in the middle of Philmont or something where nothing can bother me and there is nothing to think about...I'm so confused as to who I am and what the hell I'm doing with my life...I'm starting to think that I just need to be by

Another belated post...

2005-10-06T17:12:00.000-05:00

So yeah, I'm sure I had lots to talk about yesterday... but as luck would have it, it has all left my mind since then... Basically what I think was on my mind yesterday (brought up by Erica being down about being stuck at IU) was that NO ONE ever deserves to spend their life depressed for any extended period of time, no matter how great the loss or how bad it might seem, it will always get better

Homework is stealing my life

2005-10-03T22:15:00.000-05:00

Been really busy the last 36 hours with school, with the exception of the 2 hour break I needed or else I would have gone AWOL by now...Anyways... Just wanted to say really quick that I hope if you're kind enough to leave me a comment on my blog that you at least sign your name...Go Team!

Rose Blows

2005-10-02T20:33:00.000-05:00

I suck at doing my ECE207 Elements of Electrical Engineering II homework... So I'm blogging it up instead!Ummmm... Don't even know what to post about... Well I do, just gotta phrase it right...Well I've spent 20 minutes thinking to myself about how to write about this... thats too much effort... Let's just say I don't like being reintroduced to the whole dating scene... I wish it was a lot easier

Homecoming 2005 Rocks your world!

2005-10-02T03:02:00.000-05:00

Holly crap....its 3 in the morning, I'm so wasted... I'm sucking at the typing but hey, its cool! Anyways, I've had so many people complain about my depressive postings that I had to promise like 5 people to STFU and quit that shit! I couldn't agree more! She's doing her thing, I'm doing my thing! And THATS THAT!Homecoming was freaking crazy! Friday night had more drama than it should have, but

Reality sets in...

2005-09-29T20:56:00.000-05:00

So...I've known for a while that a good friendship with Chelsea isn't possible... Tonight helped to confirm that... I can not be a part of her life without prying at what we once "had"... Doing so only pisses her off and makes me miserable... and seeing her with another person so soon after our parting makes everything worse...The only way we can continue on is with the occasional monthly or

Another day passes me by...

2005-09-27T23:23:00.000-05:00

Lets see if I can even remember what I was going to post about...Well it came upon me last week that I could very well go through my entire life as a single person... a thought that helped keep me in manic depression all last week... But then today I realized it really wouldn't be so bad... Well compariatively to what I could of had and the single life it sucks big time, but its not horrible... I

I am pathetic

2005-09-24T22:08:00.000-05:00

Everytime I look at her away message...Everytime I look at her profile...Everytime I think of what I lost...Everytime I think of what should have been...My heart breaks again...Over and over...This feeling will never stop...I'm lost and nothing without her...How can I ever move on...My life is empty...I have no hope...The only reason I have to see another day is simply to make my parents proud...

I shouldn't be posting right now...

2005-09-23T01:04:00.000-05:00

Yes... I'm posting...and Yes... I'm partial intoxicated...and Yes... I've been talking to Chelsea...Bad combination... I'll try to refrain the thoughts running through my head from entering this post... so it will probably short just because thats all I can think about... Durr... I probably won't sleep well tonight...Well so it's been 5 days since my last post... No surprise Rose has managed to

3 posts in a row? What is this? Amature hour?

2005-09-17T22:09:00.000-05:00

3 posts in 3 days can only really mean one thing... I'm bored out of my mind!Last night was awesome... I'm just that crazy to drive to Bloomington at 10 at night and have to drive back at 9 in the morning! But hey, if it means there is a party or at least drunken people to make fun of, then I'm all over it, cuz right now Terre Haute is very lacking on that and cute girls.Well I guess the boredom

Boredom ensues

2005-09-16T21:36:00.000-05:00

*Sigh*I hate depression...But hey, at least I'm coming out of it...I said some asshole-ish things to Chelsea that I shouldn't have said... I should have taken Edmonson's words with more sincerity... I have been significantly knocked down on her totempole of priorities... Which is fine, I think not having much communication is probably the worst of it now... and I think think about it way too much

I'm PMSing...

2005-09-15T13:55:00.000-05:00

Its raining out... gloomy overcast day... homework has become my life... and I let my emotions dictate my life again...Yesterday was awesome... besides waking up way too late after the Cubs game the night before, it was awesome. Was productive in Challenge X, then ran over to pick up the GMC fire truck... I gave my hand a second chance to drive a stick (which I haven't really done in 6+ years -

Tricked ya

2005-09-11T00:52:00.000-05:00

I deleted my last post due to inaccuracies...Will update later...Sorry....

Blogging What???

2005-09-08T14:55:00.000-05:00

I hate being too busy... but at the same time it is awesome... I just don't have enough time to post on here and update the world (or the 1/500,000,000 of it that cares).Anyways... Whats up?Well... Ummm... fully moved into my room at the house... Just set up a 500 watt stereo system for my computer with a 10" sub... OWNIE OWNIE! hahah, it's sweet... I've been without real computer speakers for

Clouded Thoughts

2005-09-03T00:46:00.000-05:00

Why clouded thoughts? Probably because I should have posted here 3 or more times in the past week, and now my crapy memory has failed me and my thoughts are scattered again... I'll try to keep it together so it makes sense.So... basically I've been really busy getting back ready for school. The first two days are over and classes seem ok for now... but I know that will change soon

My heart and mind... part2

2005-08-24T22:03:00.000-05:00

Ugh...I Wish that people wouldn't leave BS comments...Anyways...Moving out of my apartment tomorrow, then off to Boston to see my bro for a few days, then back to school and then I'll post some more...But for now, you only get this "small" blurb:Talked to Chelsea for the first time in over a month. Did so with a nauseating feeling because of that comment. Glad I did get to talk to her, as always!

My heart and mind...

2005-08-22T21:02:00.000-05:00

Well... After a week in a good old relapse, giving myself hell for losing her... and after crying for hours late Saturday night... I finally am almost at ease.Edmonson helped me realize what I didn't want to believe, and that is this is all the result of fate screwing up, or that I've lost her by my own fault. I know that I lost her, it is all my fault, and the worst thing is knowing that I

It has been one of those weeks…

2005-08-19T14:19:00.000-05:00

Been a while, but I’ve had some stuff on my mind and some busy nights. Had a really bad “relapse” this week – as I like to call it. Woke up after a pretty vivid dream on Tuesday night, only to realize that it was just that… a dream. That in combination with what Cambrie did to my facebook wall just made it all that worse. I think I’m right – they are all against me. I mean I messed up a lot

TV is my new friend

2005-08-17T22:34:00.000-05:00

I've never watched so much TV... Well maybe back when... no... this is the most I've watched ever...I'm procrastinating when it comes to updating this stuff...Probably cuz I haven't really sorted it out yet...I just hope I'm "wrong"...If I'm not, then I guess I can write what ever I want cuz no one will ever read it, let alone understand it.Heh, got you confused yet?Hope I have time to post some

Busy Busy Busy

2005-08-11T21:43:00.000-05:00

Its nice to keep busy because then I don't feel so lonely...But damn... I'm really Friggin busy...Can't wait for the weekend... even though thats busy too, at least its what I want to do!Going home this weekend, cleaning up the car, installing my iPod and subwoofer stuff - so call the cell because I'll be back in C-Town!Next weekend is moving all my stuff back to the Haute.The 25th is my last day

Never been so bored

2005-08-10T22:21:00.000-05:00

Yeah, never been so bored... and its not going to stop anytime soon... This is really gonna suck...My room mate moved out today - so he's gone.A good friend moved out this night - so she's gone.The summer is over for most "normal schools" - so 3/4 of the interns are gone.Columbus is relatively small - with no night life... let alone one to live without buddies to go out with...No point in going

Test

2005-08-01T20:08:00.000-05:00

I've started it back up again...I hate this new layout... My old one got busted...Columbus is boring...Will update more and do a better job as I get back into this whole blogging thing...-Schue

My Bad...

2005-03-27T23:15:00.000-05:00

I've shut down this blog.If you'd like to see anything from it please feel free to contact me.I feel I do need to make one final post.I am dearly sorry to Wells Trapkus. I know now that he is a good man and would be glad to call him a friend. My sterotypical visions got in my way and see now what I could not then. I would like to think that this posting on the internet may better reflect his