I worry too much

I know I'm happy, but I'm still worried that the rug could get pulled out from underneath my feet at any moment...
Perhaps I think too much... Especially when its finals week and I should be in bed...
I really hope that my best is good enough for her and that I can stop worrying if I'll get to see her again...
Its all out of my control now and all there is left to do is wait for the answer I guess...

I'm fat, I need to get on a diet, that being stop eating so many bad foods every day diet and go to the gym 4 times a week diet... Yeah I need to do that...

I wish it was Tuesday, finals would be over, break will have started, and most important of all, I get to see Audra again.. I'll just have to hope for the best with my finals and with Audra.