Isn't it weird?

Its 3 am or so...
I have to get up early in the morning...
I'm not sure why I'm still up...
It's probably because something in my life is missing...
I told a friend tonight that I knew 90% of what I wanted in a girl...
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right...
That might be what's keeping me up tonight...
I'm too passive...
I wait for things to happen to me...
Life is just waiting there to pass me by and I fear I can't stop it...
Merry Christmas to everyone who bothers to read this crap...