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Finals are pretty well destroying me... Its a good thing 12 of the Pikes went out to Applebee's to get drunk, that was a good break.
Uploaded an ass load of pictures to Facebook today so check em out... I was running through old pictures from Philmont... God I love that place... I would do anything to go back out there for another trek... I mean yeah I ran across a lot of pictures of chelsea (which was kind of depressing when you're trying to find a picture of just yourself not including chelsea) and have a really hard time finding them... But Philmont made every worry go away... I just need to reminisce about the good days when she wasn't there... they are hard to find but they exist.
Well that said I'll probably get a few more bitchy comments about how chelsea wound up in here again... oh well... if there is anything you should know about me now is that I'm waiting for someone else to show me that there is someone better out there for me... I never liked the chase, I always give up way too early cuz of my low self esteem, and I hate drama / any other complications... I don't know if thats just me not having any dating experience or just not having the time of day to give a shit... Oh well all I know is that I want to go back to Philmont!
You know what I just realized is wrong with me??? Everyone that I have interest in (all 2 of them) when it comes to pursuing a relationship don't stop dead in their tracks for me like I would for them... I really need to start doing the same... Not stop caring for them or pursuing them, but just get working on this whole being single and being out going thing so that I have options rather than being an option. It'll be hard to do with the Rose lifestyle but for my sanity I have to try! I'll still always be loyal to those that were there first... If you ever call me then I'll always be there for you... I just won't be waiting around sitting on my hands for you to come get me...
I liked this post.... Hope you did too....
Good night girls, sweet dreams, and Go Team :)
Finals are pretty well destroying me... Its a good thing 12 of the Pikes went out to Applebee's to get drunk, that was a good break.
Uploaded an ass load of pictures to Facebook today so check em out... I was running through old pictures from Philmont... God I love that place... I would do anything to go back out there for another trek... I mean yeah I ran across a lot of pictures of chelsea (which was kind of depressing when you're trying to find a picture of just yourself not including chelsea) and have a really hard time finding them... But Philmont made every worry go away... I just need to reminisce about the good days when she wasn't there... they are hard to find but they exist.
Well that said I'll probably get a few more bitchy comments about how chelsea wound up in here again... oh well... if there is anything you should know about me now is that I'm waiting for someone else to show me that there is someone better out there for me... I never liked the chase, I always give up way too early cuz of my low self esteem, and I hate drama / any other complications... I don't know if thats just me not having any dating experience or just not having the time of day to give a shit... Oh well all I know is that I want to go back to Philmont!
You know what I just realized is wrong with me??? Everyone that I have interest in (all 2 of them) when it comes to pursuing a relationship don't stop dead in their tracks for me like I would for them... I really need to start doing the same... Not stop caring for them or pursuing them, but just get working on this whole being single and being out going thing so that I have options rather than being an option. It'll be hard to do with the Rose lifestyle but for my sanity I have to try! I'll still always be loyal to those that were there first... If you ever call me then I'll always be there for you... I just won't be waiting around sitting on my hands for you to come get me...
I liked this post.... Hope you did too....
Good night girls, sweet dreams, and Go Team :)
posted by Eric at
11/15/2005 12:56:00 AM
3 Comments:
Don't be stealing my go team saying that shit is copyrighted. Btw iraq sucks, no matter how bad rose is trust me iraq is worse in every way. Did I mention it's a dry country?
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Anonymous, at 12:59 AM
Dry as in "no alcohol"?
By
pinano, at 11:56 PM
yes no alcohol, like none nada zip zilch. Like I am gonna gonna be a cheap ass drunk when I get home.
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Anonymous, at 8:42 PM
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