Catching up... Katsup?

Yeah... Its 4 am... Waiting for a phone call or some form of communication...
Anyways, I told you I was going to post... a little delayed but here I am.
So... that final I was supposed to get up for in 5 hours.... well I didn't wake up till 6 hours cuz my alarm didn't go off... I turn and look at my clock randomly that was set to go off at 5:55 (I like times that look cool haha) and note that its 6:55... I think for a second, say "oh shit" and run out the door in like 5 minutes... forgetting to look up where my final is at before leaving, so yeah, it was a crazy morning and a so-so last final... I'm really eager to see my grades, and they don't come out till Monday morning... I want a A since I haven't gotten one in over a year, and I need a high GPA as a 3.67 (my best guess high grade) could raise my cumulative GPA from 3.05 to 3.16 which gives me a much better comfort zone going into this very crapy quarter thats coming up... And on that note, my Pike buddies have convinced me to do a major schedule change so I actually take core classes with people I know... its a really smart move that I should have made earlier... So I'm going to be a very busy bee the first Monday of school trying to drop 2 two classes, move one and add 2... ohye
Well thats all the old stuff... I have $100 worth of new clothes and I need more haha! I've grown tired of seeing a plethora of t-shirts in my closet... I need new shoes too - yeah laugh all you want at that pun or whatever.
You know what I really need? A brain implant that shocks me every time I think something chelsea related. I have to admit that they occurrences are a lot less frequent now that I don't have to deal with her or any of her friends directly, but I have a lot of reminders implanted in my memory that I sometimes wish weren't there. Most days I'll wander thru thinking about all the good things and the positive parts of where my life could be going, but I hate the random spatterings of pain I have... Its like a mouse trap in a very large room, I can walk around in it all day but eventually I'll step on it, and for a few minutes it will hurt until I just shake it off and throw it to another corner of the room only to do it again later. Crap, what was that movie with Jim Carey.... Umm.... durr... Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind - yeah I need a machine like that where it can destroy all your memories of something like this that has tormented me for so long. I know if chelsea reads that one she'll be pissed... if she ever found my blog again... she doesn't understand so I don't think she has a right. Anyways... thats a good movie, its odd, I'd buy it if I knew for sure it wouldn't make me emotional now... I think it almost did when I saw it... its just a really good movie...
Oh well... I just hope things work out this weekend... 3 weeks is too much and 5 would be horrible... Thats the only reason I'm still up and typing this right now... My very cold fingers are crossed, waiting for an answer...
I'm trying to do all my Xmas shopping this quarter break... I got some ideas for some certain people... Its nice to have a small family, you only have to buy 3 gifts, then tack on close friends that are deserving of my anual splurge... estimating spending $500 - $600...
Still waiting... I guess I'll just leave a message and hope I find out something tomorrow morning... Well this morning heh...
Go Team [(TM) Benis Inc.] :)