My roommate is a gigantic Douche Bag...
Yes yes yes... we all know that, but tonight it was more prevalent than the norm.
Besides that shit, I think I'm coming out of my relapse - at least for now.
For those of you who haven't noticed, it was about a 3-4 day streak... shorter than before so I count myself thankful... Who's to thank? Erica... Her attitude towards it all was just flawless... I had friends that got mad at me for being depressed and I had friends that simply said nothing at all because they didn't know what to say... But Erica, she didn't get mad, she didn't stay quiet, she always wanted me to know she was there for me, and she kept that promise, and gave me a helping hand out of this hole I dug for myself... All of that caring and support in combination with the phone call at the homework hotline and the "funzies" comment took me out of that hole and practically put me on a mountain - or at least a hill haha. I think that as long as I know she's there for me, just like she was this time and the times before I can be alright... One day before Edmonson heads off to the Peace Corp, I know I'll finally fully open up to her... And count her amongst the 2... maybe 4... that I've ever done that to...
Anyways, Homework Hotline was awesome - Thank ya Noodle for giving me a call too! Also, it was a slow night so I actually got something accomplished while I was there!
Came back to the house, chilled, then got in a pathetic bitch and moan argument with my roommate - DBag... That was fun... Only 5 weeks in, and unlike Wojo, I don't think I can adapt to fix it... maybe we can be those roommates that never talk to each other, that'd be sweet - then I can just live on the couch like Schwenk! :-p
Random blurb which has been on my mind for a while: Poetic crap about love, relationships, and friendships are all bullshit - Why? Cuz I can always come up with a reason why its not true, and besides, the words aren't your own, they aren't from your own experience, and thus they should mean absolutely nothing and dictate nothing in you life! Just my two cents.
Time for bed - with a smile on my face for once... I recommend buying or acquiring by other means Shinedown's new CD "Us and Them" cuz it is awesome, you should atleast download the song "Shed some Light", cuz I can't get enough of it!
Go Team!
Besides that shit, I think I'm coming out of my relapse - at least for now.
For those of you who haven't noticed, it was about a 3-4 day streak... shorter than before so I count myself thankful... Who's to thank? Erica... Her attitude towards it all was just flawless... I had friends that got mad at me for being depressed and I had friends that simply said nothing at all because they didn't know what to say... But Erica, she didn't get mad, she didn't stay quiet, she always wanted me to know she was there for me, and she kept that promise, and gave me a helping hand out of this hole I dug for myself... All of that caring and support in combination with the phone call at the homework hotline and the "funzies" comment took me out of that hole and practically put me on a mountain - or at least a hill haha. I think that as long as I know she's there for me, just like she was this time and the times before I can be alright... One day before Edmonson heads off to the Peace Corp, I know I'll finally fully open up to her... And count her amongst the 2... maybe 4... that I've ever done that to...
Anyways, Homework Hotline was awesome - Thank ya Noodle for giving me a call too! Also, it was a slow night so I actually got something accomplished while I was there!
Came back to the house, chilled, then got in a pathetic bitch and moan argument with my roommate - DBag... That was fun... Only 5 weeks in, and unlike Wojo, I don't think I can adapt to fix it... maybe we can be those roommates that never talk to each other, that'd be sweet - then I can just live on the couch like Schwenk! :-p
Random blurb which has been on my mind for a while: Poetic crap about love, relationships, and friendships are all bullshit - Why? Cuz I can always come up with a reason why its not true, and besides, the words aren't your own, they aren't from your own experience, and thus they should mean absolutely nothing and dictate nothing in you life! Just my two cents.
Time for bed - with a smile on my face for once... I recommend buying or acquiring by other means Shinedown's new CD "Us and Them" cuz it is awesome, you should atleast download the song "Shed some Light", cuz I can't get enough of it!
Go Team!
posted by Eric at
10/18/2005 11:35:00 PM
4 Comments:
i'm always here babe. i love you! <3erica
PS-thank you for saying such wonderful things about me... but you are the amazing one!
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Anonymous, at 12:57 AM
EFFING ROSE TOOL!!!! you fucked me up on my math test - screw you and your homework hotline bullshit... hope i didnt get ya in trouble since i called asking for "Eric Schue please!" hahahahahaah so yea rock on :) i love ya feel better AND START SMILING! remember that time u came over to watch finding nemo and fell asleep so i went to bed too and u woke up like freaking out hahahahahaha - oh eric u were scared of me it was so funny :) looooooooooooooooove
noodle
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Anonymous, at 9:59 AM
oh and yea ur roomie is a douche.... ill never make out with him again! F u for letting me too....
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Anonymous, at 10:00 AM
just kidding :) he was nice to me
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Anonymous, at 10:15 AM
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