Lost...

No, not the retarded TV show that my roommate watches...
I don't know what to do with my life, where to go with it, or what I've done in the past with it... It is all a blur and the future isn't any clearer or brighter...
I'm stuck here at this school I'm starting to despise, in the town I hate, forced to live out the next year and a half wasting away... then off to the life of monotony that will naturally come to consume me, just like school, when I find a job after school is over with... and then there will be truly no one to listen or care... as if anybody really does right now...
You think you know me but you know nothing...
I hardly know myself...