Right Where It Belongs...

10.24.2005

Feeling better already!

I'm still DRUNK - It's GREAT! Just makes me all the more honest!
Well feeling better already... With the final exception of reading her profile one more which really pissed me off, at least I know it's the last I'll ever have to look at it again for a long long time! As my profile says - I will never forget, but I'll never look back.
I have some awesome friends that make me oh so happy!
Jeni wrote me an awesome message:
"All I'm gonna say about your blog is that you need not to be sooo hard on yourself. You have to look at the big picture. You are letting one girl in this world tear yours completely apart. Your every move is about how she makes you feel. You are always sad and upset. Turn the tables around.....do you think she is doing this over you? No she probably isn't because she has already moved on. As tough and sad as that is...that's life. Every day you get through this the stronger a man you are for doing it. You have so many supporters that are willing to give you the whole world to make you happy again but we can't if you don't join in too. Instead of being upset of all the great things you have lost..think about everything you have gained from this. It's bigger than material things and freedom...just think about how our friendship came into play. yeah you might have lost her but you gained me. Seriously. Girlfriends are temporary- friends are forever. Remember that! You have people that will always be here to help you through this." you're a wonderful friend jeni! I <3 you long time!
Nikki! you're always there for me, through the thick and the thin, you're awesome and of course you deserve mention in my blog!
Erica! you're wonderful! I really don't know what I'd do with out you, Halloween party is going to rock, and I really can't wait to see you!
Buddy, you're a great brother without even knowing it... You put this whole chelsea thing into a different and better perspective... I'll make sure to divulge further into my new found viewpoint later but I can assure you, most of it comes from Buddy... just in my rendition...
Time to pass out cuz I'm to drunk to do my homework right now!
GO TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!

8 Comments:

  • This quote embodies your entire situation...

    "The sooner you realize things will never go back to how they used to be, the sooner you can move on."

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 11:01 AM  

  • I beg to differ... for reasons I prefer to keep to the few and simply not make a huge boring comment... I'm more or less in a simply "pissed off at chelsea" phase... Things could always go back to how they used to be... If we were ever to act like ADULTS then maybe this wouldn't be so rough. I've moved on simply because right now she doesn't give 1/2 of a shit about me, and if someone treats me like that, I leave em behind and never look back until they care again... and even then it is a huge trust that has been lost... that was way more than what i wanted to write... just wanted to say that you're wrong, and I'll make my own quotes to explain my situation not you.

    By Blogger Eric, at 12:19 PM  

  • Hey babe. Just wanted to say whats up and that i miss you big time. <3 you long time! Saturday is going to be big funzies... i cant fucking wait! <3CaCa

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 8:28 PM  

  • dear eric,

    Actually I would bet a million dollars on it that things would never go back to the way they were. And I hope to god they never would because you treated Chels like shit. And you were pretty much an asshole. You couldn't even buy her back. And if you got the feeling that none of us liked you, well you were absolutely positively correct.

    And as for the quote, I was just trying to tell you in a nice way to get the fuck over it because obviously she has and so have the rest of us.

    And as for acting like adults, I believe everyone is but you. You're the one crying and pissing and moaning about how sorry your life is. You are the one who's making it so rough for yourself. If you treated me the way that you treated her, I wouldn't give a 1/100000000 of a shit about you. Grow up and get the fuck over it. Seriously.

    --Cambrie

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 10:11 PM  

  • That girl is mouthy!

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 6:54 AM  

  • Who names their kid Cambrie? Sounds like a made up redneck name to me. For someone who doesn't care about you and is "over it", she sure wrote a lot...

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 6:45 PM  

  • So... Cambrie... EAT A DICK BITCH! Leave Schue alone. Its not his fault that Chelsea and her friends are BITCHES! I love you schue... dont let this gutter slut get you down! <3Erica

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 8:37 PM  

  • Look, I only know you as "old eric" but i knew chels when you two were together and I'm here to tell you she is way happier now than she ever was with you. You should just be happy for her and move on. She has found someone that really cares for her and treats her great. If you care about her as much as this blog thing lets on then why are you doing this? All your doing is throwing a pity party for yourself and putting her through emotional hell. Seriously, emotional hell. I know you don't believe it but she still cares about you. Why else would she read your blogs? It's not because she has nothing else to do, that's for sure. Just let her be happy and leave it at that. It will save you and her both a lot of stress.

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 10:31 PM  

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