Another belated post...

So yeah, I'm sure I had lots to talk about yesterday... but as luck would have it, it has all left my mind since then... Basically what I think was on my mind yesterday (brought up by Erica being down about being stuck at IU) was that NO ONE ever deserves to spend their life depressed for any extended period of time, no matter how great the loss or how bad it might seem, it will always get better in the end... This was a reflectional thought for me thinking to myself back when I was having a hard time... I could try and forget about it and it would come crashing back down on me. But at least now with the help of some awesome friends, I know that being depressed is no way to spend you life! If anyone who gives a damn enough to read this blog, well then I give a damn enough to help them whenever they need me, no matter what it is, no matter what time of day...

Now I guess I can post about what is on my mind right at this moment... I'm stuck in a conflict and I'm not sure what to do... Part of me really really wants to have the love and compassion of a genuine relationship again even if it means putting my heart on the line again and again until there is almost nothing left. Another part of me tells me that now is not the time to be dating... and that I'm probably still not in a good enough emotional state to carry out a successful relationship... Or maybe its just cuz I suck at being single. Either way, I don't know what to do... Only time can really tell me what is right and what is wrong. I just wish I had an "Easy" button sometimes haha...

Love you all! - Go Team!