My heart and mind... part2

Ugh...
I Wish that people wouldn't leave BS comments...
Anyways...
Moving out of my apartment tomorrow, then off to Boston to see my bro for a few days, then back to school and then I'll post some more...
But for now, you only get this "small" blurb:
Talked to Chelsea for the first time in over a month. Did so with a nauseating feeling because of that comment. Glad I did get to talk to her, as always!
The battle still continues. It's nights like these where my Mind tells me that Chelsea is right and we are better off as friends... We do have a awesome time whenever we talk to each other, but I don't know if that's because we were once compatible or just because we've shared so much. My Heart on the other side can never forget that feeling she always gave me, and the smile she put on my face.
All I know is that she is such a good friend that I never want to do anything to screw that up. I never want to lose touch because I always wanted to see her happy, and if this is the only way I can do it then so be it. I just hope she has the time of day for me. I know things will get busy with a tough year at school, 3 crazy roomies, and all the boys that will be chasing after her beautiful hair and eyes! All the more reason to keep a blog, that way I can just drop her funny or comforting comments whenever. That's what friends are for, right?
I just see myself being faded out of her life and its a horrible feeling that I can't do much about...
90 miles was a large enough gap to bridge with a loving relationship...
Now 90 miles and hardly having the time to even see each other a few times a year seems like there is now a ocean between us...

Got a long week ahead of me... wish me luck getting everything done and not screwing something up...